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My name is Ashes and I'm the unlucky youth with the tag of "criminal" stapled to her ear. I not going to say I'm any different from anyone else but my views are very strange in the least. I carry the label of "Emo" and "Scene" and I really don't mind. If that's how people recognize me, let them. It makes no difference to me what people see me as. I know who I am and I like myself for once in my young life.

 

I study alot of psychology and psychiatry out of curiousity. The way the human mind and brain works is just too fascinating for me to ignore. I want to become a psychiatrist later on in life and I even have letters coming in from tons of colleges around the world just to get me to attend. I guess I'm bragging but WHO WOULDN'T!?! I just want to make something out of myself unlike my dead beat birth mother and father. I want to be able to hold a hundred dollar bill over their head and watch them struggle to grab it. I suppose this is revenge but I don't care what you call it. I need this to happen in my life so I can show them that I'm not a failure like them. That I can become something in this God-forsaken world without them and even raise a child better than they ever could. Good thing they put me up for adoption.... I'll dance on their graves.

 

I suffer from multiple mental diseases (as you could possibley tell) but I honestly don't think anything of them. They seem to drive me forward more or less. Medicine helps, too, but none the less these disabilities allow me to think more on subjects no one else would even dare to cross their mind over. Another reason why I want to become a psychiatrist. I experienced so much at such a young age I know it's going to stick with me. I'll be able to help and relate to situations of my patients and I won't see so distant like other psychiatrists. Mental diseases don't inhibit anything if you don't let them. Then again if you're one of those suffering from Dementia and all you can say is "Pickles!"... well... I can't really say anything to that but good luck with making that macaroni art in the psych ward.... like I did. (o.O)

 

I like to talk to new people and those that share the same interests... so drop me a line or something so I can get to know you! (: P)